SCOOP - Day 6

     So the idea behind this morning was to play some league games. I woke up around 9am and played league of legends in the morning, while also talked to some of my good friends on skype before the session. I almost always feel really well when i go to skype to talk to them, it is a good source of laughter and good environment overall and it relieves some of my stress or anxiety that might come before the start of a poker grind.
     So around 14h30 i started my session. Despite the session being negative i actually enjoyed it a lot. Played really good hands and pots, and made some good deep runs that finished in a brutal fashion but still felt good. I kinda feel it is only a matter of time until something big binks. Im constantly making deep runs on big tournaments, either the SCOOPS or the regular big tournaments, so eventually the luck will be on my side.
     I did not meditate or exercise in the past 2 days so i will try to make both today and tomorrow. I dont feel i need to do them everyday. Of course the more the better but the important here is to meditate and exercise on a regular basis and not everyday. Because if i set my goal to everyday, eventually i will skip someday and ill get demotivated, and the important thing is to make it a habit.
     I had an invitation to a pic-nic party today afternoon. It is the celebration of the birthday of a really close friend but unfortunately i can not attend. Part of me gets sad for skipping so much parties/gatherings over this years, but i dont think it is possible to be successful and to achieve your dreams without making sacrifices. For a gamer the weekend is the most important time to grind. All the big tournaments in every game are on weekends and that colludes with all the stuff friends and family want to do, because most people do not work on weekends. I guess it is a small price to pay for my happiness, but sometimes i have to admit it is hard on me. Fortunately for me my girlfriend has a job that allows her to have free time when she pleases so we can always do plans midweek, which is awesome.